i'm in my old room in seattle and it still smells the same. i didn't even know it had a specific scent until it instantly turned into memory. it's so stupid and sad how easy it is to be stupid and sad. its nice to create new positive experiences and feelings to attach to a place that deserves it. this city feels good on me.
its strange when you realize your feelings about something or someone have become disconnected from thing itself. but i still sleep with my phone by my head.