a really big dilemma

my mom asked me if i want another spiritual reading for christmas this year. i can't decide if i want one because i'm worried it will make the actual real decisions i've been thinking about seem even more confusing and the answers even more unclear. then again, who better to ask that some spirits. besides asking myself, of course. but who wants to actually take on that kind of responsibility? and who actually knows how they feel about anything other than the fact that they have feelings about everything? for now i guess i'm happy having my big dilemma NOT be whether or not i should move across the country and instead have it be whether or not i should ask my spirit guides whether or not i should move across the country. its a welcome change.