bakereeeeeeee

tyler's mom gave me all kinds of baking goodies so i can start making baked goods from home. i'm so excited. best gift ever.

and the tea pot was pretty much perfect too. and the bathrobe.

2008

i know its dumb but i remember feeling really nervous this time last year because the number 6, when written, couldn't be easily changed into the number 7. as it turned out, 2007 was really freakin difficult. my hope is that, because a 7 is a lot easier to finagle into an 8, this year will be much much better.

to start things off right i'm going to clean my room and reward myself with a nighttime viewing of lost in translation. really.

crippled digestion

i went to my naturopath today about my stomach problems and i don't know if i feel better or worse. i told her i was cold all the time and that i was gaining weight and she took a bunch of my blood to test for food allergies and my blood was warm instead of hot. she told me i needed to go to another doctor and have them check for a bacteria in my stomach and to also have them stick a camera down my throat. then she gave me acupuncture and apparently my intestines are inflamed and my small intestine is holding the most tension and i might have an ulcer in it. which might be causing my thyroid to be having problems. hence the cold blood and the tight pants. which is fun.

tis the season

i was really hoping that making my gifts for people this year would alleviate a lot of stress for me. what i didn't take into consideration is that everything i ever make ever is a kind of complicated that makes my brain hurt in a good massage-the-knot-out-of-a-muscle kind of way when there is a manageable amount of it, but in a bad skull-not-big-enough-for-its-contents kind of way when i have too much to do. like right now. which is completely defeating the purpose.

its weird, now that i'm drawing again i feel like i don't have anything to write.

new

old

almost a real-live digital person

DEVONKELLEY-YURDIN.COM !!!!
a very special thanks to mr. bolesta.

also, this is what i do at work,
which is hilarious.

wintry mix

its snowed last night. i'm excited to leave the house to enjoy it before it gets deflowered by freezing rain and general new york uncleanliness. which probably means i've got an hour or so.


i'm selling things at a craft fair today and am really not sure if anyone is going to buy anything. also, i can't decide how much anything is worth. a professor of mine said once that pricing is awful because you always end up feeling like both a greedy bastard and a sucker. we'll see.

edible art

a really big dilemma

my mom asked me if i want another spiritual reading for christmas this year. i can't decide if i want one because i'm worried it will make the actual real decisions i've been thinking about seem even more confusing and the answers even more unclear. then again, who better to ask that some spirits. besides asking myself, of course. but who wants to actually take on that kind of responsibility? and who actually knows how they feel about anything other than the fact that they have feelings about everything? for now i guess i'm happy having my big dilemma NOT be whether or not i should move across the country and instead have it be whether or not i should ask my spirit guides whether or not i should move across the country. its a welcome change.

i wish i was the moon tonight

justforfun.tiff

here's what i don't understand

so i always here things like "lots of people live on less than a dollar a day," and what i'm wondering is if 100 years ago, when someone who had a million dollars was considered really wealthy, were those poor people people living on like 5 cents a day? and also where did all the new money come from? did one day the money makers just decided to start making more money or instead its just that there is more virtual money that doesn't exist in real spacetime? if that's the case and there's just all this fake money floating around can't someone just give it to all those people so they can have a few more 'dollars' a day and everyone would be happy? and can i have some?

obviously i know a lot about finances. people should listen to me.

my digestive system hurts most of the time

and i would just really love it if it would stop.